If I Become A Memory =)

When I'm tired I keep trying hard to stay awake as usual

I keep thinking of you as usual too

I'm really scared that when my mind is at rest and I'm asleep In my dreams

my heartbeat won't listen to me And just stop

Listen; The sound of breathing like waves splashing The more beautiful it gets, the more I feel uneasy

What can I still cherish If I can barely control my own pulse?

If I became a memory - withdrew from this life

Leaving you startled and weeping My ice-cold body No longer able to embrace you

Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone

I will hate myself For being so heartless

If I became a memory - finally not so lucky

No chance Of us tottering while holding your hand Hair grown white Watching the sunset

In this very long period of time There'll be a day When your broken heart will heal

If someone can [heal your wound] Let him stay accompany you I won't blame you

Happiness When will it end? When is the very end?

I really want to embrace you tightly Know that you're the one in my life I can't bear to leave the most

If I became a memory - withdrew from this life

Leaving you startled and weeping, my ice-cold body no longer able to embrace you

Thinking that I'll leave you, the one I love To travel among the sea of people alone

I will hate myself For being so heartless

If I became a memory - finally not so lucky

No chance to Tottering while holding your hand Hair grown white Watching the sunset

In this very long period of time There'll be a day When your broken heart will heal

If someone can [heal your wound], let him stay accompany you, I won't blame you

If I became a memory - I'm most afraid that I'll let myself down

Stubbornly lingering in the air Dominating your heart Every part of it

Making the you that still loves me, suffer painfully for this loss

This isn't fair Please try your best To forget me